Saturday, October 09, 2004
stressiinn. 3 more weeks mann! THRRREEEEE more weeekkkkss! i feel death calling. argh. gheh. joking. but mann.. olevels are so whack. arggh.. WHACK! mann.
okaayyy. i have come to the point that olevels are always on my mind. its like.. when im taking a shower.. im like.. "hmm. what's the 3rd term on the Yalta treaty again?" and when im eating im like.. "better eat quickly so can go and read my ss book". AND AND AND.. when im sleeping, (fallin asleep), im thinking what to study the next day!
i have been studying.. but the thing is.. i feel as if i haven't studied anythin. history almost done. just one more chapter to go in depth with. ss done abt 3 chaps? but not very well.. emath im pract. done. just a bit more revision on graphs. and amath. well. err, shall not talk abt it. i mean, i noe i cant do amath. but i sure as hell will try. i didnt spen 2 yrs doin the bloody subject for nothing! i have a quest to prove to myself, and everyone.. that i can do MATH!! I AM NOT mathematically-handicapped.
I AM NOT MATHEMATICALLY HANDICAPPED!!!
I AM NOT MATHEMATICALLY HANDICAPPED!!!
argh. as for literature.. well.. i'll just do the best i can.. i aint gonna change my viewpoint simply because 1 PERSON does not agree with me. LITERATURE IS ABOUT FEELING! COMPASSION!!! how the poet writes with his heart and not his brain! mann. poetic license. as long as you can prove it, its done man. why dont SOME PEOPLE just get that. i am so not gonna rely on her. my marks mean nothing to me anymore. nevermind. ive got my dad. gonna ask him for help even if it makes me pull my hair out in frustration. HAHA. =x
shall start monday and do an essay everyday. i aint gonna be discouraged simply because of someone's viewpoint. what the hell. hmpph. physics notes done. shall dive into it more thorougly next week. bio done.. but need to revise. a lot. haha.. keep forgetting.. but i can tell you all the parts of your eye!!! heh.
YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN. this is sposed to be a blog entry and im like telling you what ive studied. its constantly on my mind man.. well.. at least studying has taken my mind of ermm.. well.. you know. ahhahha..
betta be off.. more history notes tomorrow. hee.. taa!! if there's anything, just give me a ring on my cell. (wait, i dont have one! DAMNIT. heh.)
//.. dreams were impossible. then improbable. now they're simply inevitable.
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brin bit this at ; 10:54 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
Inside Out - Bryan Adams
The biggest lie you ever told - Your deepest fear 'bout
growin' old
The longest night you ever spent - The angriest letter you
never sent
The boy you
swore you'd never leave - The one you kissed on
new years's eve
The
sweetest dream you had last night -- Your darkest hour,
your hardest fight
i wanna know you - like I know myself
i'm waitin' for you - there ain't no one else
talk to me baby - scream and shout
i want to know you - inside out
i wanna dig down deep - i wanna lose some sleep
i wanna scream and shout - i wanna know you inside out
i wanna take my time -
i wanna know your mind
ya know there ain't no doubt - i wanna know you inside out
The saddest song you ever heard -
the most you said with
just one word
The loneliest prayer you ever prayed - the truest vow you
ever made
What makes you
laugh, what makes you
cry
What makes you mad, what gets you by
You highest high, your lowest low - these are the things I want to
know
i wanna know you - like I know myself
i'm waitin' for you - there ain't no one else
talk to me baby - scream and shout
i want to know you - inside out
i wanna dig down deep - i wanna lose some sleep
i wanna scream and shout - i wanna know you inside out
i wanna take my time - i wanna know your mind
ya know there ain't no doubt - i wanna know you inside out
i wanna know your soul - i wanna lose control
c'mon n' let it out - i wanna know you inside out
ya gotta dig down deep - i wanna lose some slieep
i wanna scream and shout - i wanna know you inside out
i wanna know you inside out
i wanna know you inside out
tell me everything...
i wanna know you inside out
brin bit this at ; 3:31 PM
bugger.
my eye is so itchingggg. oucch. aniho.. just done sum bio and ss work.. tiredd. but must continue to push muhself.. arggh. so far i think all muh subjects r fine.. right pace.. cept for ss. thats the worse. cant seem to memorise anything. arghh. i guess im lacking pressure. (i guess?)
haha.. well.. new sofa's cumin 2mro! yippeee! g'bye old tatty sofa! HELLO NEW BUTT-REST! YES! haha.. whoops. aniwae..feelin kinda pissed at sumone. guess that person should noe who im talking about. *stares* hmpph. pissseddd. arrrgggghhh.
message to PERSON: yes, i am angry with you. argggh. i dont understand why u gotta be so thick skinned all the time. do u actually think the whole world has fallen in love with you? like oh my god. its like.. everytime u need a shoulder to cry on or whatever, im here. and then when you're done, its like.. we're back to square one. you know what i mean right? yea. godd. i'd just wish you'd change.
okaaayy. lemme re-phrase that.. im not angry.. im disgusted. yess. disgarrsstterd. aniwae. i betta be off. gotta get workin. like busy lil' ants. wheeee!!!! *brin trudges off* c ya peeps!~ =)
//.. the most you've said with just one word.
brin bit this at ; 3:19 PM
